Sunday, December 15, 2013

Being Back.

Sometimes... you just need time to think and remake yourself.

Things were complicated.

A lot happened.

I had to stop for a while.

Summer was bittersweet.

I had some of the best moments of my life in that camp I was so afraid of going to (check my last post), which proved my point: the things you fear the most are the ones you probably should do!

But I also had the worst moment of my life: my grandmother passed away.
I'm not ready to go there yet. I will be, one day. Just not today.

After so much happening, I needed a spiritual retreat. Or maybe just a retreat.

I  left a big part of my life on hold. My blogs, YouTube, some other stuff I don't feel like talking about now...

It was hard. Leaving it all.
Even knowing it wasn't for good.
It was still hard.

But I knew it was going to be a good thing, in a long run.

And it was.

But now, it's over!


I'm finally back!!! Shiny and bright as new and exited for what's to come! There's a lot I still have to get used to but I don't need to be away from the world to do that anymore!

And I am so happy about it!

I can't wait to start writing again!

I've missed it...

I just couldn't force myself to do it. I was too numb.

But I'm finally here and I'm not planning to leave anytime soon!!

So be ready!!

And get on this new ride with me! Let's see where it takes us...

Today's motto: "There are going to be times in your life you are going to have to stop, take a breath, and just think. But those moments ephemeral. They are just transitory states that will take you from your past to your future"

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Hearts Hugs and Kisses

Ella <3