Sometimes... Life takes over, and there's nothing you can do about it.
So maybe I wasn't back...
Maybe I was fooling myself, trying to make myself believe I could just come back and pretend like I was ok and actually had time to come back.
But I wasn't.
Honestly, I don't know if I'm back now!
But I can tell you this: I want to be.
I want to get out of this crazy cicle where school is life and it's all I care about, where all the fun has been taken away, where drama club is more of a pain then it is of a pleasure... Where I wanted to be here and write, and I just couldn't cause I always had everything else to do!
I want my happy, free, positive and lifefull self back!! I want to be myself!
I want to never have an anxiety attack again and stop being nervous and paranoid all the time.
I WANT TO BE BACK!
So please, life, let me do what I want.
Today's motto: "When you want something, you gotta go and get it yourself, cause no one will do it for you"
Hearts Hugs and Kisses