Wednesday, April 16, 2014


Sometimes... Life takes over, and there's nothing you can do about it.

So maybe I wasn't back...

Maybe I was fooling myself, trying to make myself believe I could just come back and pretend like I was ok and actually had time to come back.

But I wasn't.

Honestly, I don't know if I'm back now!

But I can tell you this: I want to be.

I want to get out of this crazy cicle where school is life and it's all I care about, where all the fun has been taken away, where drama club is more of a pain then it is of a pleasure... Where I wanted to be here and write, and I just couldn't cause I always had everything else to do!

I want my happy, free, positive and lifefull self back!! I want to be myself!

I want to never have an anxiety attack again and stop being nervous and paranoid all the time.


So please, life, let me do what I want.

Today's motto: "When you want something, you gotta go and get it yourself, cause no one will do it for you"

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Hearts Hugs and Kisses

Ella <3